![]() ![]() ![]() Why won't you make love to me?ĮMMA: AM rang. It's just that I can't get you out of my stupid head. AM who's all over Pettifer's diary?ĮMMA: CC rang. Smells of dew and bonfire filled the car.īy the courtesy light I read the lovers' exchange of messages, one square of yellow paper after another stuck along the dashboard of the car in the order in which I had removed them from the picture frame. I sat with my arms on the wheel of the Toyota, and my chin in my arms, and stared into the shifting night. But by late October, between one and seven in the morning, you may be pretty confident of privacy. Fathers kick footballs with their children in the nearby fields. In spring and summer there is quite a traffic of young lovers up there. It was one of the places where I had driven Emma on sunny evenings, when we liked to hop in the car and go somewhere for the joy of it. There is a hilltop on the Bristol side of the Mendips that gives one of the longest and most beautiful views in England, steeply downward over small fields and unspoiled villages and outward between two great hills towards the city. Then I drove off down the road calling myself every kind of fool, because in my imagination I was hearing Inspector Bryant enquiring in his most blandishing voice what the nice white middle-aged gentleman in the blue Toyota thought he was buying for himself when he handed you that tenner through the window, son. He put his thumbs up, and before I could stop myself I had dragged Colin Bairstow's wallet from the sweat-sodden recesses of my jacket and given him a ten-pound note. I climbed into the driver's seat and turned the ignition key while he watched me. I rose and swung round with my forearm in the strike position, and found myself standing face-to-face with the small black boy from the Ocean Fish Bar, who had been too serious to speak to me. I thought at first it might be Larry behind me, or Munslow, because my follower was so quiet that my awareness of him was communicated less by hearing than by my other professional senses: the prickle on your back the reflection in the air before you, made by someone just behind you the sense of presence each time you check a shop window and see nothing. ![]() I don't think I remember a longer twenty yards in my life than the distance from the front door of 9A to the blue Toyota, and I was halfway when I realised I was being followed. Then I stood on the crown of the road and called to the upper window. I let myself out of the front door, double-locking it because that was how I had found it. So I went back to the house, bolted the side door top and bottom from the inside, slipped the locking pin into its housing, then walked through the living room again, passing Emma's piano stool on my way. I had been grateful for their acceptance of me, but I needed to know that I had done everything possible to preserve their good opinion, particularly Phoebe's, because she doubted me. During the break-in they had become major characters in my imagination. And now all I wanted in the world was to get into the car and drive myself and my treasures to a safe place. My courage almost exhausted, I returned to the house for the remainder of my load: Larry's moleskin raincoat, which I seemed to need as proof positive of his survival, and my four bin bags, which I carried by their necks and packed around the typewriter, all but the bag containing the burned paper, which out of respect for its delicacy I laid on the passenger seat. I made some fanciful calculations about how long it would take to push the car to the top of the hill so that I could roll it down to the station and, if it still didn't start, transfer my new possessions to a cab. I walked to the kitchen, collected the typewriter and answering machine, and walked back to the car with them, agonising about whether it was intending to start. I wished I could call a rematch, go back to Priddy and finish him off. I noted the caked mud on them, as one notes mud on anything: take a wire brush to them, do it later. James's and paid for to screams of pain from the Top Floor, all because Larry had decided that it was time he put our love for him to the test? What was so remarkable about his damned boots, made to measure by Lobb of St. I determined to make nothing dramatic of the boots. Leaving the door ajar, I walked down the pavement to the car, pulled off the cover, and saw Larry's buckskin boots lying on the back seat. ![]()
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